Cold, Bored and Sleepy


*Taking a break from studying*

I am typing this post in PCC (Pacific Coffee Company). Actually, I’m typing real slowly because it’s cold and my fingers are kinda numbed to type fast. Well anyway, I’m trying to make my brain concentrate on the ultra boring and unappealing Performance Management notes. 10 chapters to be tested this coming Friday. 6 more to go. Just greattttt…

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There is this issue which I have been avoiding from for the past 2 and a half years and I need a massive dosage of courage to face the music now. I can’t hide from it any longer. I know I will hurt, disappoint and anger some people. But I guess I have to deal with it. Dear God, give me the courage. I don’t think I can do this alone.

Courage. I’d rather skydive another 10 times than do this. Oh my goodness, the thought of it makes me want to run away from it altogether.