Strange thoughts and over-expenditure


These days, strange contradicting thoughts tend to overwhelm me. Stuff I want to avoid and run away from but find it hard to. They are always there.


I just hate the one way and superficial conversations. Perhaps, people change, feelings change.

I am not sure anymore. I guess it might be time to re-evaluate.

This is what I get when I'm alone in a house with no one around. I think after 3 months of living away from hom, I might have developed a phobia of being in a big empty space of a home with no one to talk to.

This is what I call, the Post living abroad blues. I'm feeling super out of sorts ever since I got back. On the way back from meeting Kavi, I was alone on the train and I felt weird having to travel alone for the first time in 3 months. No lame jokes and random photo taking to kill time.

Some moments and experiences you can never ever get back.
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I spent too much these days. As if shopping too much in HK is not damaging to my bank account, I splurged (again!) on a 250 package at Strip. Well, I seriously do need to control my spending.

I ought to catch up on some reading and marathon dvd sessions. Honestly, I cannot wait for school to start.